Im agreeing with you 100% kempus only been flying myself a few months and i think its hard to change the person you are, if your not the over zealous drinking party animal it is difficult to occupy yrself when yr away and if you have personal problems its the worst job in the world but if things are hunky then its the best, i think you should give it a bash and if it doesn't suit you then move on as i reckon you either love the job or hate it.