Thank you so much for replying I do have equivelant to GCSEs i did all the studying for them i just got ill a few weeks before the actual exams but i did the mock exams and passed all them but since I didn't do the exams they cant give me real GCSEs but statements of recognition basicly saying if he did the exams he would get this grade. Ive always wanted to move off island to the uk or eu ( I am a dual citizen) so I would be completely fine with moving. at the moment I have some savings and if i work for even a few months part time at my local airport I can get to the point where i can afford the PPL,night rating,ATPL costs and hour building but after that I would have to take a loan luckily there are loads of local career development type loans with good interest rates that can cover everything after the CPL.