Hi Pinjoint,
Just a quick note to back up what FFF was saying. At the end of the day where there is a will there is a way not to mix my metaphores, but it is true. Although recently banks are not so keen on our type, there is still potential funding to see you through. Like a lot of us, it may not be on the first turn, but going step by step and proving your desire may take you to your dream. I promise you it is possible...it took me 15 years to get a F ATPL and no job as yet, but atleast I heve that for now.
Just go for it with your education and roll on from there with a never say die attitude.
Good luck to you and maybe see you up there some time,
Harves