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i am like u, chinagirl, kept asking myself "r u sure u want to b a pilot?" some things, we dont try, we dont know.
i've just applied for an airline's cadet pilot, now waiting for reply. i've told myself that even if i fail or realise that i don't like being a pilot, at least i know the answer to the question above thru experience and not thru guessing. i hope this is right.
all the best to u and everyone else who's still in doubt!!!