Just a general message for anyone here being succesful. Well done and good luck for the next stage!
For the unsuccessful, don't take it personally, the tests and the result are not a reflection of you suitabilty of being a great airline pilot. They have to bring the numbers from 20 thousand (I read somewhere) down to 100.
They will be cut-throat, because they have to be.
There are many way you can achieve you goal without this free golden ticket, some of which may include an only-fans account, robbing a bank or marrying in into money. Joking aside, this just means you didn't win the lottery, not a reflection of your possible future airmanship.
The only thing that can stop you is you.