You need to love and have passion for what you are doing. You should not be sitting in any pilot seat to "get bored". One day you
might need to make split-second decisions for the "good" or "bad outcome. For that day, you need to keep studying your whole pilot life, if you cannot
you should not be sitting on any seat with the privilege to take care of your passengers, and crew. Try to distinguish yourself
from the company BS, and your flying profession. If you cannot cope, try perhaps part-time, change company, or build up a side business you will be able
to live on for the next 20 years. A lifetime is too precious to do what you don't want to do. Consider some council help, good companies offer
counseling support. All the best in your endeavors!
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