And you will have to weed AAPA and scoop leaves out of the pool on your days off in Wagga Wagga. You'll be damaged mentally the first time you eff up, jumping at shadows the rest of your career.
Pull pin on Rex, the other cadetship. Move to somewhere nice like Cairns or Port Macquarie, do your licence, head north you could be in the back seat of a 787 at QF with less than 1,000 hours like quite a few have done in the past few years.