I got the scholarship before joining QR. I studied the language before I joined them. Now I'm working with computers. See the logics?
I never said anything about my English only, just that I'm not the only one with bad English (if my is bad that is!).
And probably why QR is negative, as you claim it is, would probably be caused by negative CS' and CSDs. After all, one of their duties is to keep a positive attitude among the crew!