OP, if it makes you feel any better, there are plenty who were in the PRP (the c.250 that got made redundant) who are now back at BA, staring down the barrel of a 25-40 year career at an airline they feel incredibly detached from and disillusioned with, and whilst your average nigel had nothing to do with how it all went down, being asked every day 'so what did you get up to during covid' or hearing 'it was hard for everyone' is a difficult one to deal with. All this to say, if you truly think you need to move, BA isn't the be all and end all some would have you believe and a fair few of your colleagues would agree with you. Just prepare yourself for it not being much better elsewhere and make sure whatever it is you specifically don't think you can deal with at BA isn't going to be an issue at the next place, or you'll never be happy. Good luck!