I understand where you are coming from baylover but as you have already seen your experience means nothing to those who have not gone through what you have. D@#$ed ppls who have law degrees and smart arse attitudes think its ok to just mock someone who has carved out a career and taught many others the art of flying. Can I respectfully suggest that you might like to post some of the the things that you would like to pass on to the younger generation. I wish you well.