Not everyone sees the world through your eyes, Telfer. If they did, we wouldn’t have invented the wheel yet, let alone Aviation.
I suggest you take what’s left of your LWOP, buy a used backpack from eBay, and go travel the remote regions of Asia or South America.
Yes, with no travel insurance, and preferably take very little money. Make do with what you find. Fix someone’s canoe for food. Build a shack for shelter. Fall in and out of love with the local girls you stumble across. Find lifelong friends.
Take some risks. Get scared, and then get overwhelmed with joy.
Then come back and fly for Qantas - then we will enjoy flying with you and hearing your stories.