One thing is for certain Glen; you would make a horrible CASA employee! You are fair, reasonable, upright, honest and empathetic. You do not appear to be a narcissist, sociopath or bully. So that pretty well precludes you from working for CASA.
Glen, build up your strength for the continuation of the fight, but make sure you take time out to go for a drive (COVID permitting) and go smell some country air or sea air, watch a few sunsets and throw the dog a few mangled tennis balls. It’s important to fine tune that mind and still be able to take in some of this incredible country’s beauty. Those things can’t be taken from you.