John Citizen, I suggest you go through and read all the threads again.
It may re inspire you, don't give up. The ****ty job you have now will make you appreciate the good one when it comes along.
Remember big brother is always watching so just enjoy the fact that your can actually fly
Direct anywhere, you hit the nail on the head with that post.
For me it was all summed up the other day, breaking out of fog at 700ft into a crystal blue sky then taking a look out the window at my new shinney engine and winglet.
Anything that makes you smile and get all uptight when you are not doing it (like sex) has got to be good.
splat