Krismiler, for what it’s worth - I completely agree with your approach..... you’ve explained it very well in my opinion. Can’t expect everyone to agree, but I think it’s a bit unfair to accuse you of being hooked on automatics....I think you’re actually recognising your limitations under these extraordinary circumstances and showing good airmanship....
Anyone who believes that only flying twice a month has no effect on confidence/flying skills is, in my personal opinion, either deluded or not actually a commercial pilot...