parkfell
Sorry, I'm confused by how you come to that conclusion!
I've been desperate to do it my whole life although I've only recently found out that I have a chance of getting the medical.
I was initially looking at taking the integrated route, but was advised not to by people on here, so focussed on going down the modular route, but now it seems I'm hearing many discouraging noises about that as well!
As I say, I'm really not sure how you've decided that I lack the determination... Surely the fact that I'm asking constant questions shows that I'm absolutely determined (and determined to get it right!)