Always a joy to have PPRUNE substitute ones Netflix addition.
truckflyer, I sincerely hope that you have settled and found a place that suits you.
You seem to have something unresolved in your life. And frankly you sound like one of the many Norwegians who went across the pond to NAIA or PEA. Many returned believing they were aviation kings but soon found out that their personal profiles weren’t suitable for airlines.
Good luck whereever your journey may take you.
Now back to ‘Tiger king’.