My advice is don’t confuse a passion to fly with a need to earn an income. They’re not the same. Study hard, carve out a good career in IT, accountancy, law, medicine, whatever. Then you’ll be able to afford to own and fly in your own plane. Believe me you’ll have more fun cutting circuits in a C172 when the air is smooth at sunset than programming the autopilot in a B787 and waiting all night for the sunrise.