I’ve been operating strictly to company and Boeing SOPs for the last 30 years on different Boeing products.(to cover mine and everyone else’s back including Boeing) I’m old enough and have so much experience that I’m beginning to not trust certain things that I always took for granted, and would maybe now go for my own very experienced seat of the pants flying instinct instead of Boeing QRH etc to save the day .. Not the way it should be I know !. Maybe Boeing can’t be trusted anymore, and that makes it up to me to be safe these days. Any thoughts. ?