jayelleseven, I have just started flying on line after trying for years to get a flying position.
I started by having a trial lesson to see if i enjoyed it but it made me feel a bit quesy!!
I was convinced, however, that I wanted to fly so I kept plugging away, got a PPL,and now 7 years later here I am. I don't care what other people say but I am thoroughly enjoying myself. It's hard work but very rewarding.
I wish you the best of luck with what you finally choose to do but would highly recommend flying as a career!
C.B.