Are there any professional pilots who fly recreationally at that club/airfield?
If so could you ask one of them if you could go for a flight with them as a passenger and see how they deal with issues that you find challenging yourself.
The fact that you feel you have some limitations in your ability is a good thing. Don't be overly critical but always strive to maintain the highest standards that you can. You are still new to flying, lack experience with plenty to learn. The outcome of the flight was safe so it was just part of learning and gaining experience.