Clockwork Mouse,
What?
That was a post from six months ago.
Sorry if you find facts inconvenient.
And WHAT "continual negativity?" The vast majority of my posts are in response to someone running down the modern RAF, the UK, UK industry, or comparing modern day existence to some rose tinted past that never existed. Or saying that I like a film or a TV programme that others go and castigate as not being as good as something from the 50's or 60's. Not sure quite what you mean about negativity, but if you are still feeling suicidal then I hope you get the help that you need.