The consensus is pretty clear so I'm not going to comment too much. The way you write feels as though you were entitled a job when it's obvious most here would not like to have you as a cabin mate. Don't be fooled into thinking someone in HR can't see that too. I haven't had a long career in aviation (8yrs) but I've been through a terrible terrible hiring freeze where you will be left scrambling for answers why your amazing job interview didn't go anywhere.
Pick up the pieces and move on, a good professional can pick out good advice from anywhere and luckily for us PPRUNE can give us free life check 😅