Sounds harsh but you’ll get over it.
As a child I dreamed about the Olympics and about being a concert pianist.
I’m so tone deaf I can’t even whistle a tune and as a child I was about as athletic as Pinokkio.
Everybody has dreams that haven’t materialized for whatever reasons.
At least you never started and had your medical taken away. You have the (somewhat) benefit of never knowing if you were even going to be any good at it.
Get into model airplane flying or flightsimming of you must.