340drvr: I hope you're just kidding with children, right?
Thanks for your responses, I will think about going to a professional, just to make sure or hear what he has for solutions for my conflict that prevents me to start a career in aviation.
PS: Recently, I have researched if a Cessna would have a less negative impact on the environment and surprisingly it came out, there is no difference. If someone wants to fly because of passion I think gliders would be a pretty good compromise; as long as you don't use a Cessna to get into the air.