Crimito - its worse because you will be stuffed into a 400sq ft apartment, living pay cheque to pay cheque, getting absolutely no experience or job satisfaction at all. All you will hear is how the captains have made so much money and continue to live in houses they own and you are struggling to pay rent. '
Then wait until you have kids ha ha ha on the Sh1t COS18 contract you are honestly in trouble.
But good luck to you. Advice is not to burn any bridge at your previous employer.