This is all incredibly sad. It is very uncomfortable to observe someone's vainglorious attempts to regain an award that was rightly rescinded. Please Tracey withdraw from this campaign. You will be doing something far better in withdrawing than continuing this bitter battle. You would also find that others would appreciate you and credit you for doing so. Is that not better than this ill advised crusade which is so devastating? This is an awful time for the LAA as a whole and the members do not deserve what is happening to their organisation. Please desist.