Thanks for all your replies, even ACB

lol. All taken on board - now i just have to sit down and really think it all out.
maybe i will keep trying for a job at STA travel and keep applyinag at QF.
Im up north - so would be looking at DRW. Anyone know what kind of reputation these guys have lol. Just thought of something - are the ground crew contracted out in DRW? i know DJs are.
ohhh im soo confused now