Grindstone
You became a loser the day you joined CX. The history of industrial relations at this circus is out there for everyone to see. If you joined this lot post ASL or B Scales or 49ers then you deserve everything you get. To join this mob and demand that senior people endorse your mistake is just plain rude. You joined an already screwed up company, got trained, and now you want those trainers to resign. Get lost.
Your only option is to leave. There has never been a better time to leave CX.
(Please learn to spell before you post again.)