Totally agree Monarch.
Sometimes we can forget we control what happens with our lives. Take control. If being here is slowly taking your will to live, then do something about it. There has not been a better time to do so for decades. You need to make a decision and be happy with it, be it to stay or leave. It really is that simple. Many say things have changed since they joined. What they mean is, things for them have changed since they joined. Pilots have been sacked for no good reason in the decade and a half I have been here. Hours on one the fleets has been at 100hrs since we started ULR in 2004. Leave has been sh@t since since that
Pr@ck Ed said we were temporarily only get 30days, the list goes on.
It's only a job. Once you get home leave the company and the emails from the muppets alone. Delete company email from your phone. Don't let them wear you down. They ain't worth it.