Thank all of you for the quick and good replies.
Bottom line, I guess... quality of life is way better back in Europe. So for now I will just come over this weekend enjoy the F1, do some looking around the "luxury" and probably... most likely I'll be glad that I came... saw.. and can go "home".
I will just wait until my number comes up... get upgraded... and fly the "small" A320 (which is big enought for me).
Once again: Thanks for the replies!