Jayteeto
No need to apologise for reading Mails tales mate! Afraid I banged on a bit in my reply but, as I explained, I was at a loose end. I'm sorry I came over a bit strong!
I do get a bit peed off however when people (not you), who are not qualified to, make negative comments about H's sacrifice, as on this thread. I knew him professionally, worked with him for a while and understand how he operated. I'm proud to have had that privilege.
Leading from the front is a dangerous practise in our profession.