Which Base are you talking about?
Never heard of hubris and nemesis?
I dont think I have lost contact with reality, I certainly don't overestimate my competence and I am not in a position of power. I havent shamed and humiliated the victims ( 737Jock and Zoso) for pleasure or gratification.
That said I am sure I will receive what is due. Be that good or bad.
Which interpretation are you referring to? I am certainly not envious or jealous. It's all Greek to me.