What a load of rubbish...you have already sold yourself that story and conditioned yourself so you might aswell give up. Who said anything was it, who cares who long it takes...if you have to work another job to fund P2F finding something you want to do in your life that makes you happy is most important; don't assume all the P2F people are rich kids. They may have saved up for it; its justt another step in the process. Not everyone wants to fly a B737 or A320 for 40 years....seriously take your negative vibes and leave. Everything is possible is you have a dream and you keep pushing!!