411a calling other Pilots arrogant is a little bit of a stretch.
You really are the personification of the word old chap, but more than that, your opinions on everyones faults or procedures change from day to day.
You do seem a little confused but in a pattern that seems to repeat itself.
What's the word for it again, oh yes, here it is :
'Schizophrenia ( or ) is a mental disorder characterized by abnormalities in the perception or expression of reality. It most commonly manifests as auditory hallucinations, paranoid or bizarre delusions, or disorganized speech and thinking with significant social or occupational dysfunction. ...'
It's not too late to get help !