I literally do not know what to do, all i have ever wanted to do is fly
Just wait for a bit, if you start training in two years time you'll be qualified by time you're 30 and still have a potential 35 year career!
What to do in the meantime? Save lots and lots and lots of money. If you're lucky enough to find one try and get a job within an airline and start making contacts like your life depends on it.