Keep your chin up Kash.
I used to have a flight instructor who ran a charter company out of Maun. He said to me once not to worry about the time other people have been hanging out for jobs in the bush. There will always be a residual amount of unemployed pilots that wont find jobs as the guys don't like them. Bit hash I know but apparently true.
Can I ask for a bit of back story? Where did you train?
Best of luck and keep writing!