The question is "Do you really want to be a professional pilot?"
Most of the world's airline captains sacrificed all other options, got themselves up to their ears in debt and spent years doing sh*t jobs flying heaps of junk in odd places, just because they really, really, really wanted to fly.
Kick it all into touch, borrow as much money as you can to pay for lessons, get a couple of jobs flipping burgers, driving taxis and sweeping hangar floors or whatever to pay for a hovel and food to stop yourself starving and just get on with it.
Good Luck.