Tallulah I agree with the above sentiments - sorry to hear your flying career was cut short so quickly! I strongly suggest you try and get back into your airline (contact your old manager is a good place to start) in a different position - ground crew, training (depending on how long you were flying for?), recruitment, rostering, network operations etc etc
Although right now you cant fly, there is no reason why you cant at least have an airline job anyway
All the best
