I truly sympathise with angel for the experience that he has suffered, and I wish him a speedy recovery. Life is too precious to waste, and the man on the wire places his in the hands of the rest of the crew on a regular basis.
However, having read ALL of the posts on this subject in their original forms, before any editing or removal was carried out, I would like to add one further definition of contempt to those quoted recently by angel;
The general view that, in my opinion, angel has for all pilots - contempt