Hi folks,
Thank you for taking the time to respond. There are of course various different opinions and ideas as to the best way to proceed and it gives me a few things to think about and assess.
I have to say that HA hit the nail on the head when he referred to aviation as an addictive drug. It is just that. I am also a big believer that I would rather regret having tried and failed rather than regret not attempting. I think if I try and fail there is no unknown, if however I don't try at all I know that I will always wonder what potentially could have been.
So I will take the plunge somehow after considering all the options on offer and work out what will be best.
I really do appreciate every bit of advice or input you have all given.