No need to apologise. It's your arse on the line. Any frustration I have is a consequence of people like you and Glen either digging deeper holes for themselves or expending energy on entirely unproductive activities.
I've read all the submissions ever made to any Parliamentary inquiry related to CASA (and its predecessors).
I hope you are able to show the Court that you were "unlawfully suspended". That would require you to cite the legislation and caselaw on which you are relying. The vibe and Mabo won't cut it.