Many people read this forum because they are pilots. Pilots know bad things can happen in any flight. May be you are good or your time is not up yet. It is highly unethical to speculate and accuse the captain of any intention to harm the passengers and the plane.
If you are a pilot, I humbly ask to you to have a think at this..........you had an accident and passed on, leaving your family in grief and disbelief. They dig into this forum for answers just to read all these baseless accusations! Do you want that and why are you now doing it to other pilots families?
God bless all of you!