The response and contribution to this post has been so constructive. I was concerned I would be shot down in flames for complaining about my position. I know it's a good job but as so many have said the sacrifice is huge. I need to get my **** together and make it work better. RTR part time will be my first route. I need to try and get BA working before I bang out. That's not to say BA is superior, EZY has some attraction and if I were later in my career a commuting contract too, but it is the job I have.
Appreciate the advice