Swine, I am actually sick of your rudeness. You should take a tablet of calm the hell down. Go, save some money, learn to fly, and if Cathay get back to you, take it as a bonus. Flying is a dream, and in the trial flights I have done, I am definitely going to follow that dream. Cathay don't owe you anything. And if you don't have the patience to wait for them to get back to you, I know there are thousands of others waiting to take your place. Sit back, hold tight, and as is everything in aviation, "always have a backup plan, and a backup for the backup plan as well".