awfully sorry!
I do apologise for being a self-obsessed brat who cannot spell, will you ever forgive me? For some odd, inexplicable reason I thought you would have known that sometimes *just sometimes* people don't write perfect english whilst typing on casual communication systems, such as forums, messenger systems and email.
Furthermore I think it is ridiculous that I received such harsh criticism for simply being excited and anxious about possibly the biggest opportunity I will ever have. I will make sure to mention it in interview "I have a bit of a problem here...I got anxious waiting for a NATS selection email and I believe this directly projects my personality as 1:irresponsible 2:an idiot 3:self-obsessed 4:incapable of coping with stress".
I should just walk in to my interview wearing a post-it on my head reading "I am going to kill many people, do not give me a chance".
Isn't it lovely to know that if I get through I will be working with nice, rational and considerate people like yourselves? HR's should do an asshole test to filter out such people.
SO anyway, back to my point, if anyone else out there is feeling anxious about any stage of NATS selection *and we're not just talking about the waiting aspect of it all* then this is your thread. Anyone who is not feeling anxious OR has no USEFUL advice or information, please **** off.
Many thanks.